Tuesday, October 28, 2008

just like that

i am feeling an overwhelming sadness tonight. and i dnt know what to do about it.
im typing these words. and feeling a sense of relief in seeing them on screen. pretending that this way, the sadness will dissolve. but its not.
i still dnt know what to do about it.

im drenched. i dnt think i can afford to lose more salt right now.
but its all not always easy to find answers to everything.

maybe sad is healthy. i dnt know.
i dnt know if anyone knows.
but i know that i dnt.

6 comments:

charouchick said...

sweets...sad is ok, in fact its an important emotion to express....it lets you reflect...when you happy all da time, it doesn't allow for too much deeper introspection...embrace the melancholy and see whats its lessons are : )

Azra said...

I know its easy for me to say "Dont be sad"...but yeah, I've been there, done that...at least 3 times a week :)

The only advice would be to grieve and get it out of your system.

Its difficult to remain optomistic, in light of everything we have to face on a daily basis. But InshaAllah, you will be ok. Ameen.

KimyaShafinaaz said...

aw... thanks charoulady :)
ur right... masterful as always...
but today is ok. there was something surreal about last night. today is better. i guess thats the upside of a bad moment, it can only lead to something better!

azra... surreal it was. i dnt know if theres a process to be appreciated in letting it go... releasing it... im still working with it. mwah! thanks!

desert demons said...

I have an easy solution to all your troubles....CHOCOLATE

qk said...

you know what they say about a good cry.... it's good for the soul.

i do hope you feel happier tomorrow :)

KimyaShafinaaz said...

Chocolate :) Food of the 'gods' :P